figured out the chords, its super close if not complete D standard tuning G 320033 Em 022033 C 032033 Am 002233 G Unwanted but breathing In the next room sleeping Em My mother shes crying And my fathers been drinking G In our rundown apartment Where the roof is still leaking Em Hes cursing and cussing Its just the whiskey talking C Em And Ive got lots of memories like this one C G Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome Am When I think back to all of it C Its all too much Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid G Em G My little brother just a newborn baby Em In the image of my mother says hes a blessing G But not to my father oh how he hates him Em An undeserving mistake He calls him a burden C Em And Ive got lots of memories like this one C G Of picking sides and picking fights between them Am When I think back to all of it C Well its all too much Well its all too much when youre just a little kid C G C G And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream C G C G One that follows you and haunts you endlessly C Yeah haunts me endlessly Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating Em The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving G While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him Em And us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no G Em G Em G Em G Em end on G